whooooo! wanted to work this school holiday but mum said that i should just focus on my studies. as much as i just want the money, i'd rather listen to mum and i dont think so i'm up for any jobs.my love and interest in cars is blooming.i'm really dying to get the car models at harbour front but dad says its ex and i'm someone who does'nt take care of my stuff after sometime so its a definate NO. i'll just save up and get an Audi first. i'll take my time(: extended curriculum suck, i'm waiting for the holidays.

can i say i dont give a damn anymore ? i'm just so tired.


happiness should be pursued.

Saturday, October 27, 2007 @ 11:56 PM

my mood is super super duper happy apparently for no reason. if only i can be happy everyday, every single moment,with no worries. some how or rather we're drifting away. but i seriously dont know what i can do anymore. when you want to talk, i'm engrossed with my TV programmes and when i'm ready, you're away. it feels so wrong. i want my holidays! my sister got me a watch and i love it a lot cause she bought something that briefly reflects the person i am,the design.

Friday, October 26, 2007 @ 9:46 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY my beloved sister(:
celebrating my younger sis birthday at newton later on. hmmm, i feel as though there's something growing around my gum.it cant possibly be a tooth right, at the age of fifteen ? should drop by my dentist real soon.my results, we'll just put them aside for now.I've yet show it to mum cause i dont want to see the disappointment in her face. i thought about it and fretting is not the answer. i'll work real hard for the next two years i promise.
you've changed, i'm not the reason why right?

Wednesday, October 24, 2007 @ 9:38 PM

watched upin and ipin cartoon. their so cute and hilarious. went bugis to shop around with zum and the twins. bought a tee and belt(: but i've got no idea what to get for my sis there.thank goodness my sister called so met her at paragon.ate the tiramisu ice cream i longed for. bought her a cardigon,long sleeve tee and a swatch watch too. sure its to her liking. so collecting results tomorrow, pretty scared. i want to sleep. have been missing my sleep lately.

by the dumpster or fountain.

Tuesday, October 23, 2007 @ 8:08 PM

school's a bore. went over to haizum's house and watched sleepover.since she cant go out today, we'll go tomorrow.
and steve's so freaking cute.
i'm cracking my head as to what to get for my younger sis. its her b'day this friday. most probably a dress or .. snapped a lot of pictures during our elective module but the pics are not with me. i'm so happy as i'm no longer bearing grudges against her and it has made me a happier person. i miss darling alot too. i've got so many things to tell her and i wanna hear so many things from her. i'm sure things will get better.

monday: went jalan raya. dont know why but half of the time my eyes are squint.














saturday: my cousins came over and in the evening we went out.





the airport trip:dying to see the academy is but we are'nt so lucky but our day was fun and tiring as we ran from one terminal to other. hah!






my hair's screwed so i wont post any more pics!

Friday, October 19, 2007 @ 10:30 PM

nothing much today except zum's back so i can stop whining(: nur, its not okay being a -. the way i show my concern can be hurting but i do care. i guess its just not a good time to talk about this since the both of us have different points of view. i'll post pictures of my trip to the airport with the girls tomorrow hopefully. goodnight!

Thursday, October 18, 2007 @ 10:17 PM

okay so today we checked our finalised results, still shitty but i passed 3. whats heart aching is that i failed maths.i gained another 2 marks for my maths paper. though its still a fail i do really hope with all the combine, i can pass. i expected failing c humans and poa. enough of all the result shit! i have the shopping mood spree but i'm not free this sat cause my cousins are coming over. i do want to go out tmr but nur have a date with her girl(: will see if i can go out with zum someday.

its your life, you lead it.

Wednesday, October 17, 2007 @ 9:44 PM

got our results today. and boy i'm so upset and flabbergasted! i passed two subjects only. it really dampened me! poa is a total flunk, i got 39! and maths i failed by 4 marks. i've always wanted to pass my maths. i screwed my paper 2. shitty preparations come shitty results. i want to cry my heart out but cant bring myself to do so cause i only have myself to blame.

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HAIZUM, i'm missing you. i've got truckloads of things to talk and crap with you.

Friday, October 12, 2007 @ 10:34 PM

AHHHHHHH! my graph, i drew my graph wrongly though my co-ordinates are right. i did not even have the time to check where i went wrong. its worth about 7 marks. my tuition teacher is so nice. she said i can always try harder next time(: so went out with the twins and haizum for a while. finally bought gym class heroes cd and wanting to get the academy is next. tomorrow is raya and i'm freaking happy! ok this may sounds childish but i want to go down and play with the fireworks. bye.

Thursday, October 11, 2007 @ 4:11 PM

NO school today. can finally take a deep breath. maths should be okay. i'll just focus more on my triangles. i'm sure geog,poa and physics results will be like shit. if possible, i dont even want to take back my papers. went out with mum to hougang to buy digicam(: and rushed home for tuition. i'm scared of tomorrow's maths paper. i do have the confidence. maybe too much confidence is killing me ? going out with darl later so maybe a little walk will make me feel better. toodles!

Monday, October 08, 2007 @ 10:01 PM

weeets! fianlly i've got the time to blog. its so packed this days. physic's a gooodbye. so i must do well in chem and also social studies cause my geog's not that good. ARGHH tomorrow so stressfull. three papers in a day! darl came over to my house and studied yesterday. and on friday i went to bazaar with her to meet mummy. bought my baju raya and blue is this year's colour. and then went out at about 6.i was late! just what i needed a break. i'm really so stressed out. have got to find ways to calm down. lets just go and get some sleep and i'll be better tomorrow, hopefully. night!

i did not know. i did not know. its not suppose to affect me!